Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Change

Ever want to change your life, but just don't know how? That's where I'm at right now. Something needs to change, I'm just not sure what.

Maybe I need a location change- wouldn't that be nice. Maybe somewhere nice and warm... high of 80 everyday and sunny, low of 50. I wonder if such a place exists?

For sure, a job change. I really need something more challenging.

Maybe a new house? Nah, probably not... I'm just now getting this one to the point where I really like it.

A new relationship? Nah, love the minister too much...but there are things I would change about it, if I could. More "us" time, a greater level of intimacy. I know, I knew what I was getting into dating a minister. Lots of other obligations, they work weekends, sex is a no-no, yada yada yada. And that's cool. I guess, well mostly cool. Kinda scary to think that to change that aspect means marriage. Been there, done that, bought the tee-shirt AND OUTGREW IT!

A new hobby. Hmmm. I wonder if I can find a hobby that doesn't involve the use of my hands. They're pretty useless right now. Perhaps - a BIG perhaps- that's one of the reasons for the unrest right now. I really can't do anything without the constant pain. It gets old. I want it to change. Oh well, tests this week on the hands...hopefully that will bring a concrete diagnosis and treatment.
Pray for resolution. I need it.
Blessings,
TC